Hello, I know not a lot of people are going to read this, but whatever. First of all I apologize for my English. Recently I've been really stressed out because I realise that in less than 5 months I would have to make choices that will define the rest of my life and I'm not prepared to make these choices. I'm only 17 and I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Or should I say I have different options. But I'm not able to make a choice.Shall I follow my dream or try to assure myself a future?
I want to be a game designer or work as an illustrator but choosing this option could ruin my life. I might not be able to find a job related to what I've studied and with these studies I wouldn't be accepted anywhere. But I would love what I do and the studies are less expensive. But if I go this way, I'll try everything to succeed.
But in the other hand, if I study commerce I could find a job after the studies way more easily and have a decent life. But I don't know if I'll be accepted in the school or if I'll succeed the exams (It's way more expensive ~10000Euros a year x3) and plus I don't like it. I would just do what I've always done go where I can have possibilities but have never done something that I truely liked. And I know that I'm not really that talented in art. Though, these studies would allow me to find a job.
I tried to compare everything but I can't.
Are there people around here that actually tried to follow their dream?? If so what happened? Succeeded, failed?
It's really a difficult and stressing moment in my life. I'm completely lost and I can't help but cry while thinking about it.. What if I make the wrong choice?
I need help.